Direction in life
When I was in college, I have so many ideals in my life. It is full of enthusiasm, dreams and plans for life after college. I picture my success after 5 years, and I even amazed myself on these dreams. From that point, I made a promise. A promise that these dreams will become reality. A promise that I will stick to that plan I made right before I graduated.
Two years has passed. Again I checked my status. I noticed a BIG diversion of what I am now, to what I was supposed to be. I then asked myself "WHY?" and reflected on my actions. What went wrong? What should I do? Where was I supposed to be?
I continue to backtrack my path and remembered the cross-roads. Those cross-roads where I have to make big decisions. Poor decisions… it sucked. Decisions that I should have considered and thought before I made. I realize the words "What if?" right now.
Damn… (to be continued)
April 20th, 2005 at 5:26 am
Yeah, I know what you mean. I wish I could go back and change things too …but it’s quite useless. Nothing we can do but face the present and plan for the future.
April 21st, 2005 at 1:52 pm
waaaaaaahh.. i used to promise myself every sem that i’d take my acads seriously, but i always end up procrastinating pa rin so i stopped. hehe..
April 23rd, 2005 at 9:52 am
we all have our “what ifs” in every phases of our lives, at present it keeps on blaming ourselves regarding our actions that we took until we are fixated with our superego regarding our actions not knowing that “maybe” there will be some blessing behind a wrong decision. we all have our dreams but we sometimes failed to get them at the wrong time as ive experienced but you know those “what ifs” can help us? it just gives us the opportunity to see the otherside of our life… to learn, to be strong and keep moving on.
April 28th, 2005 at 5:35 am
pare, think about this.. you have made plans for yourself pero have you thought of asking the Lord His Plans for you.. Let Him steer your life. Only then will you realize the meaning of How to live your life.
For me, the Lord has greater plans for me than what I have for myself..
take it easy dude!